Hesitation towards that special someone...they might see your hesitation as rejection , and ya maybe in some cases it might be that ... but in most cases your just scared i'm mean you only hesitate when your trying something new so ya your bound to demur from it....
thing is by the time you've overcome your fear and actually let down your guard you end being disappointed with the results... so the walls start building up around you again back into your little shell only making it harder the next time... now your left with the attachment you feel towards that person not able to let go completely wishing they would just come out with it and tell you honestly what it is that changed there mind... I mean right now you cant help but blame yourself realizing that just maybe it was YOU....that YOU might be the reason it all went pear shape....so what do you do now??.... all that you can do really now is wallow, feel unwanted, stupid, pathetic and alone again..... Who knows what the outcome of this situation or experience may be ... all i can say is allah kareem...
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